the injustice of it all

my friend Court, whose due date is the day before mine, went into labor on Sunday night and is now a proud, first-time mama.
while i'm happy for her and delighted that mom and baby are doing well, i can't squelch the ever-building ball of impatient fury at the injustice of it building in my soul.
hell, it's my second baby, I'M the one who's supposed to go early, dammit!

but, as i have to remind myself daily, sometimes hourly, i gave up giving into the searing hot rage that boils just under the surface for Lent. so far, so marginally good, i have to report.

except for that dbag in a Tahoe who tried to parallel park on my car hood the other night. that mf'r deserved a crowbar to the windshield.